hintay

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Aral mula kay ginoong James Ellroy

So far isa pa lamang ang nababasa kong libro ni Mr. Ellroy (na isang respetadong crime writer) ito ang Blood on the Moon na parte ng Lloyd Hopkins Trilogy nya. Nagustuhan ko naman ito, minsan nga lang may mga parte ang nobela na medyo graphic at bayolente, mabigat sa dibdib kaya patigil tigil ako. Mga two months din yata bago ko natapos yung nobela nya kahit na maiksi ito kumpara sa ibang mga librong nabasa ko. Ang quote sa drawing ay mula sa interview nya sa website ni Chuck Palahniuk http://chuckpalahniuk.net/interviews/authors/james-ellroy-0. Astig itong mamang ito, at gaya ng ibang mga henyo na nabuhay (at nabubuhay) sa mundo natin eh iba din ang saltik nya sa ulo haha! May attitude ba. May angas. Pero siempre alam naman nating lahat na meron syang ibubuga.Eto yung isang sampol:

Joshua Chaplinsky: You've described yourself as a religious person, how do you feel about the controversy over the World Trade Center mosque?

James Ellroy: What mosque? What controversy?

JC: You have no idea?

JE: No idea.

JC: They're building a mosque relatively close to the World Trade Center site, and certain people have taken umbrage.

JE: This is the kind of question that I dislike, and I'll tell you why- it's got nothing to do with me. Whether they build a mosque or don't build a mosque.

JC: But people are interested in your opinion.

JE: I don't give a shit. I don't think about it.

JC: Okay.

Parang naisip ko na yung itsura ng mukha nung interviewer habang naguusap sila ng manunulat, hahaha! Kahit siguro sino magigitla...dahil kahit na mukhang isang geek na propesor si Ellroy eh alam mong 'di mo sya pwedeng bulsyitin at palagan. Marami pa syang "quotable quotes" mula sa interview pero kayo na lamang ang magbasa nung buo nilang pag-uusap.

Hindi ko masasabing fan ako ni James Ellroy dahil mas maraming mambabasa na mas knowledgeable sa mga likha nya. Pero I'm looking forward na mabasa ang iba nya pang mga akda. At sa tingin ko, ookupa ng maraming pwesto ang mga libro nya sa aking bookshelf at magpapasalamat nanaman sa akin ang mga lintek na bookstore.

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Fell

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I'm a Woodpecker

...according to the Native Americans Zodiac.

Otter: Jan 20 - Feb 18

A little quirky, and unorthodox, the Otter is a hard one to figure sometimes. Perceived as unconventional, the Otter methods aren’t the first ones chosen to get the job done. This is a big mistake on the part of others – because although unconventional, the Otter’s methods are usually quite effective. Yes, the Otter has unusual way of looking at things, but he/she is equipped with a brilliant imagination and intelligence, allowing him/her an edge over every one else. Often very perceptive and intuitive, the Otter makes a very good friend, and can be very attentive. In a nurturing environment the Otter is sensitive, sympathetic, courageous, and honest. Left to his/her own devices, the Otter can be unscrupulous, lewd, rebellious, and isolated.

Wolf: Feb 19 – Mar 20
Deeply emotional, and wholly passionate, the Wolf is the lover of the zodiac in both the physical and philosophical sense of the word. The Wolf understands that all we need is love, and is fully capable of providing it. Juxtaposed with his/her fierce independence – this Native American animal symbol is a bit of a contradiction in terms. Needing his/her freedom, yet still being quite gentle and compassionate – we get the picture of the “lone wolf” with this sign. In a nurturing environment the Wolf is intensely passionate, generous, deeply affectionate, and gentle. Left to his/her own devices the Wolf can become impractical, recalcitrant, obsessive, and vindictive.

Falcon: Mar 21 – Apr 19

A natural born leader, the Falcon can always be looked upon for clear judgment in sticky situations. Furthermore, the characteristics for this Native American animal symbol never wastes time, rather he/she strikes while the iron is hot, and takes action in what must be done. Ever persistent, and always taking the initiative, the Falcon is a gem of a personality to have for projects or team sports. The Falcon can be a little on the conceited side – but he/she is usually right in his/her opinions – so a little arrogance is understood. In a supportive environmental the Falcon “soars” in his/her ability to maintain passion and fire in relationships, and always remaining compassionate. Left to his/her own devices, the Falcon can be vain, rude, intolerant, impatient, and over-sensitive.

Beaver: Apr 20 – May 20
Take charge, adapt, overcome – this is the Beaver motto. Mostly business, the Beaver is gets the job at hand done with maximum efficiency and aplomb. Strategic, and cunning the Beaver is a force to be reckoned with in matters of business and combat. One might also think twice about engaging the Beaver in a match of wits – as his/her mental acuity is razor sharp. The Beaver has everything going for him/her – however tendencies toward “my way or the highway” get them in trouble. Yes, they are usually right, but the bearer of this Native American animal symbol may need to work on tact. In a nurturing environment the Beaver can be compassionate, generous, helpful, and loyal. Left to his/her own devices the Beaver can be nervous, cowardly, possessive, arrogant, and over-demanding.

Deer: May 21 – Jun 20
This Native American animal symbol is the muse of the zodiac. The Deer is inspiring lively and quick-witted. With a tailor-made humor, the Deer has a tendency to get a laugh out of anyone. Excellent ability for vocalizing, the Deer is a consummate conversationalist. This combined with his/her natural intelligence make the Deer a must-have guest at dinner parties. Always aware of his/her surroundings, and even more aware of his/her appearance, the Deer can be a bit self-involved. However, the Deer’s narcissism is overlooked because of his/her congeniality and affability. In a supportive environment the Deer’s natural liveliness and sparkly personality radiate even more. He/she is an inspiring force in any nurturing relationship. Left to his/her own devices the Deer can be selfish, moody, impatient, lazy, and two-faced.

Woodpecker: Jun 21 – Jul 21
Woodpeckers are usually the most nuturing of all the Native American animal symbols. The consummate listener, totally empathic and understanding, the Woodpecker is the one to have on your side when you need support. Of course, they make wonderful parents, and equally wonderful friends and partners. Another proverbial feather in the Woodpeckers cap is the tendency to be naturally frugal, resourceful, and organized. In a nurturing environment the Woodpecker is of course caring, devoted, and very romantic. Left to his/her own devices the Woodpecker can be possessive, angry, jealous, and spiteful.

Salmon: Jul 22 – Aug 21
Electric, focused, intuitive, and wholly creative, the Salmon is a real live-wire. His/her energy is palpable. A natural motivator, the Salmon’s confidence and enthusiasm is easily infectious. Soon, everybody is onboard with the Salmon – even if the idea seems too hair-brained to work. Generous, intelligent, and intuitive, it’s no wonder why the Salmon has no shortage of friends. This Native American animal symbol expresses a need for purpose and goals, and has no trouble finding volunteers for his/her personal crusades. In a supportive environment, the Salmon is stable, calm, sensual, and giving. Left to his/her own devices, those that bear this Native American animal symbol can be egotistical, vulgar, and intolerant of others.

Bear: Aug 22 – Sep 21
Pragmatic, and methodical the Bear is the one to call when a steady hand is needed. The Bear’s practicality and level-headedness makes him/her an excellent business partner. Usually the voice of reason in most scenarios, the Bear is a good balance for Owls. The Bear is also gifted with an enormous heart, and a penchant for generosity. However, one might not know it as the Bear tends to be very modest, and a bit shy. In a loving environment this Native American animal symbol showers love and generosity in return. Further, the Bear has a capacity for patience and temperance, which makes him/her excellent teachers and mentors. Left to his/her own devices the bear can be skeptical, sloth, small-minded and reclusive.

Crow/Raven: Sep 22 – Oct 22
Highly enthusiastic, and a natural entrepreneur, the Crow is quite a charmer. But he/she doesn’t have to work at being charming – it comes easily. Everyone recognizes the Crow’s easy energy, and everyone turns to the Crow for his/her ideas and opinions. This is because the Crow is both idealistic and diplomatic and is quite ingenious. In nurturing environments this Native American animal symbol is easy-going, can be romantic, and soft-spoken. Further, the crow can be quite patient, and intuitive in relationships. Left to his/her own devices, the Crow can be demanding, inconsistent, vindictive, and abrasive. Learn more about Native American lore surrounding the Raven here on my blog post.

Snake/Serpent: Oct 23 – Nov 22
Most shamans are born under this Native American animal symbol. The Snake is a natural in all matters of spirit. Easily attuned to the ethereal realm the Snake makes an excellent spiritual leader. Also respected for his/her healing capacities, the Snake also excels in medical professions. The Snake’s preoccupation with matters intangible often lead others to view them as mysterious, and sometimes frightening. True, the Snake can be secretive, and a bit dark – he/she is also quite sensitive, and caring. In a supportive relationship the cool Snake can be passionate, inspiring, humorous, and helpful. Left to his/her own devices, the Snake can be despondent, violent, and prone to abnormal mood swings.

Owl: Nov 23 – Dec 21
Changeable and mutable as the wind, the Owl is a tough one to pin down. Warm, natural, with an easy-going nature, the Owl is friend to the world. The bearer of this Native American animal symbol is notorious for engaging in life at full speed, and whole-hearted loves adventure. This can be to his/her detriment as the Owl can be reckless, careless, and thoughtless. Owls make great artists, teachers, and conservationists. However, due to his/her adaptability and versatility – the Owl would likely excel in any occupation. In a supportive, nurturing environment the Owl is sensitive, enthusiastic, and an attentive listener. Left to his/her own devices, the Owl can be excessive, overindulgent, bitter, and belligerent.

Goose: Dec 22 – Jan 19
If you want something done – give it to the Goose. Persevering, dogged, and ambitious to a fault, the Goose sets goals for accomplishment, and always obtains them. The goose is determined to succeed at all cost – not for the approval of other – but those with this Native American animal symbol competes with his/her own internal foe. Driven is the watchword for the Goose’s dominating personality trait – which makes them excellent in business and competitive sports. When tempered with supportive, nurturing family and friends, the Goose excels in all things he/she attempts. In a loving environment the Goose can be very passionate, humorous, gregarious, and even sensual. However, lead to his/her own devises, the Goose may fall into obsessive or addictive behaviors that will inevitably be his/her demise.

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heavy metal coffee

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Mustard

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Tyador

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BesΩ

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Miyerkules ng diskusyon at indakan

...and the night ended with a dance.

last saturday and its raining

"Sometimes I wish I knew how to go crazy. I forget how."
—A Scanner Darkly (Philip K. Dick)

Mindf*ck you!

A piece I did for the FHM Philippines website. Its a accompanying illustration for their "10 Mindf*ck Movies" article. http://www.fhm.com.ph/entertainment/movies-dvd/article/3356

Illustration: Copyright © FHM Philippines

Gold

"...I found gold in the Philippines." —Steven Seagal (Tanduay Gold Rum commercial)

I'm not really into artifacts but I enjoyed the exhibit "Gold of Ancestors: Pre-colonial Treasures in the Philippines" at Ayala Museum. I was amazed by the scope of the pieces exhibited. I love the various gold funeral mask on display, its creepy and beautiful at the same time (somehow they reminded me of Dave Mckeans' work).

Taking pictures is forbidden...so yeah, that shitty drawing that I did after the visit is the only remembrance I really have.

Photo: Funerary Mask, Copyright © Ayala Museum

Polite Club

"...you do not talk about Polite Club!"
—1st rule of Polite Club

The world needs more polite people...so join us now!

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kambal

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untitled

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...a nice quote from Mr. Jacob Bannon

"...you’re basically using your art as therapy, as sort of a positive outlet in a very negative world that has a lot of complexity to it. And if people relate to that and they want to communicate with you, that’s a very positive thing to me."
—Jacob Bannon
(Popmatters interview, October 14, 2009)

Amen to that Mr. Bannon.

Jacob Bannon is the vocalist and lyricist for the metal (metalcore, mathcore, extreme metal? ...who cares?!) band Converge . He's also a accomplished visual artist, who does mix media and photography. A really talented dude with a heavier than shit band. Now, if you love loud and aggressive music...please do your self a favor and listen to Converge. I recommend their 2009 release "Axe to Fall".

See his artworks here http://www.jacobbannon.com/

black cat...black cat

you can never tame the cat...it will never be yours. not in this lifetime

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....

“…who cares about the you and the me in the meantime.”
—In The Meantime (The Railway Children)

the wrestler

0519

...

mayonnaise and all

after all this years

...you still overwhelm me.

you make me feel weak

and small.

I won't stand a chance.

not today.

BFF

"...Note to self: Remember no matter how bad life gets, there is always beer!" —Mitch (Dirty Work, 1998)

welcome to hell

book cover design

pick any book from your favorite author's bibliography.

or pick any book that you want.

do your very own design of its cover.

loads of fun...

when you are bored.

everywhere...

"Life left us all where we were meant to be or where it was convenient to leave us and then forgot us which is as it should be". —Amadeo Salvatierra (The Savage Detectives—Roberto Bolaño)

314

acid orange

Running away /To get away,/ Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha!/You're wearing out your shoes. —Runnin' Away (Sly & The Family Stone-There's a Riot Goin' On)

talon (jump)

"Talon", 10x14 mix media on board

I have this by my bedside and I stare at it before going sleep.

terse

poster color & drawing pen on paper

Mt. Pinatubo

" The effects of the eruption were felt worldwide. It ejected roughly 10 billion metric tonnes (10 cubic kilometres) of magma, and 20 million tons of SO₂, bringing vast quantities of minerals and metals to the surface environment. It injected large amounts of aerosols into the stratosphere—more than any eruption since that of Krakatoa in 1883. Over the following months, the aerosols formed a global layer of sulfuric acid haze. Global temperatures dropped by about 0.5 °C (0.9 °F), and ozone depletion temporarily increased substantially."
—from Wikishit!

went to Mt. Pinatubo last weekend. the place was amazing!

photography: Dennison Ko

...bakit nasugatan ang bata?!