Friday, November 23, 2007


...holy shit indeed


Urticaria (or hives) is a skin condition, commonly caused by an allergic reaction, that is characterized by raised red skin welts. It is also known as nettle rash or uredo. Welts from hives can appear anywhere on the body, including the face, lips, tongue, throat, and ears. Welts may vary in size from about 5 mm (0.2 inches) in diameter to the size of a dinner plate; they typically itch severely, sting, or burn, and often have a pale border. Urticaria is generally caused by direct contact with an allergenic substance, or an immune response to food or some other allergen, but can also appear for other reasons, notably emotional stress. The rash can be triggered by quite innocent events, such as mere rubbing or exposure to cold. —Wikipedia.Org

well, the drawing pretty much says everything what i went through because of my allergy. i am taking my medications now, so my skin looks much more friggin welts that look like the island of Masbate. the dermatologist told me it must be stress if i can really avoid stress...maybe not in this lifetime.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

So It Ends

I'm too busy acting like I'm not naive.
I've seen it all I was here first

angels and bullets

Private December

i need a new jacket.

King and Queen

bow your heads!

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Tuesday, October 23, 2007


"Death is always on the way, but the fact that you don't know when it will arrive seems to take away from the finiteness of life. It's that terrible precision that we hate so much. But because we don't know, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens a certain number of times, and a very small number, really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that's so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more. Perhaps not even. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless." -Sheltering Sky (Paul Bowles, 1949)

Monday, October 22, 2007

tuesday of being sick...




since my DA account is starting to bore me...i am trying my hand on this one.

wish me luck